Illusory Satisfaction

Some things just trespassed my shortlived happy days

And have left me choked into a state of enforced silence

Where the mind is blocking whatever the heart says

Making its slave for an undesired essence

I believe not all wars can be won by love other than resurrection

But sometimes wonder if love is a war which needs to be won from both sides

Then either you have to defeat yourself or have the strength to face the ultimatum

And if there is something that I look for is none other than what abides the above

When I look in the mirror I look like a soldier who has lost his goal

Just waiting for a worthy moment to get shot and die with solitude

The journey has not ended but the road has lead to a shore

Leaving ahead a lost sense on the endless horizon awaiting a sign to elude

I can’t alter my wishes coz it never takes into consideration my whereabouts

And neither does it consider my stakeholder’s expectations

After all a human is considered as an growth investment never to be cashed out

Making his feelings ultimately end into a moment of illusory satisfaction.